Life sucks at it's fullest right now. I dunno why though, it's weird when you don't know why and yet your still trying to find out what it is that makes life so repulting. I think I am getting a clue about what's wrong with my life, even though it's pretty much everything. You know when people say the things they do everyday they don't really mean it, they just say it so they can get by in life. All life is to tehm is work work work. I mean if you're not working you're taking care of kids or even worrying about all the things you did wrong today. wondering if it's ever going to pass and leave you alone for you to atleast get caught up with all your work and stop caring about every little detail that comes to your mind trying to get something right. One thing I learned about life is that you can never start over or get anything the way you want it to be for tomarrow.

Enjoy

When does life end?


I wish I could tell you,
What I can't let out,
It waits in me boiling,
Waiting for me to shout.

Only when I'm asleep,
Away from all that's real,
My dreams help me,
Let out what I feel.

My good is gone,
Only bad is there,
You can't tell me,
I am not leaving here.

Is god real?
Does he stare?
If he does,
I don't care.

If god's not real,
Then the devil isn't either, right?
What if nobody's real,
Am I in my own fight?

The war never ends,
So I am told,
But life does,
When you think it gets old.